Date 4/28/22.
The addicts’ log.
My sponsor’s assignment is the following:
1. Pray to your HP every morning
2. Make a gratitude list of 10 things you are grateful
3. Reach out call another recovering addict
4. Go to a meeting
5. Pray at night to your HP
As of today:
- I didn’t pray to my HP this morning. Fail. But will attempt tomorrow.
- What I’m grateful for:
- That I got my surgery done.
- I’m grateful that I didn’t wake up in the middle of the surgery, one of my fears.
- That I have a friend that will hold my pain medication, in his safe no less, so I don’t lose my sobriety.
- I’m grateful that I am literate.
- I’m grateful that I can write like a bad-ass.
- I appreciate wholeheartedly the cottage I live in. A place to be alone and recharge.
- I’m extremely happy that I had 6 hours of sleep! Longest in a while.
- I’m grateful that the person I’m buying the car forgave this month’s payment.
- I’m grateful I’m trying not to do the same patterns I learned from not-so-great people.
- I’m always grateful for my sponsor, putting up with me every step of the way.
- I haven’t reached out to another addict today, yet. I plan too.
- I’d like to attend two virtual meetings later today (I’ll update on the items I haven’t done the next day).
- I plan to pray to my higher power. I’ll put an alarm if I forget. Same for the morning. Meh, what the heck, I’ll do it right now.